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[08 Aug 2005|01:27pm] |
Yeah I'm updating again. I can tell from my dreams that I definitely don't want to go to Ottawa for the four months. My weekend up there was fun, however. I explored Westboro with Susan, went out to the Highlander with Monica, and went to a three day music festival in Quebec with Larissa, Jenny and Will. I genuinely had a very great time. There was a few stresses about where I'm going to live, as I know I couldn't stand living with Jon in Bayshore for very long, and getting home from the festival. But I think all will be good.
But yeah my dreams. I had a dream where I was on death row. Usually I'm at least a little aware that I am dreaming, but not in this one. It really freaked me out. I actually believed that in a week and a half or so I was going to be put to death. I was hugging all my friends here saying that I didn't want to go, and everyone was sad. I remember that I was on death row for something really stupid, like having a small amount of drugs in my bag trying to get on an airplane. But anyways, it really creeped me out.
The dream I had last night, that was really similar to another dream I had, was that I was back in residence. People from last year were moving in, and I was moving in. I was so upset in the dream that I was back there. And I was telling people like Bre, Joel and Russ that I couldn't believe that they were happy to be back. I was telling them how horrible it was, and how I did not want to be there under any circumstance. Basically I was angry in the dream, and I was saying that I wanted to be back in Nova Scotia.
Also, with Angela I've been doing a lot of reading about horoscopes, birth charts and numerology. Numerology is very interesting. Angela and I get along so well, probably because she's a Life Path number 1, and I'm number 11. My birth chart is very interesting as well. I've found out where all the planets were at the time of my birth. Also I have Taurus tendencies, because if was born 5 hours and 58 minutes later, I would be a Taurus. But anyways here is what Life Path 11 means ( Life Path Number 11 ) After reading all the numbers, I can already tell what numbers some people would be. It's found on http://www.astrology-numerology.com/
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| Things are looking up... |
[09 Jun 2005|10:58pm] |
A worker at Tomasino's quit. He put in his two weeks notice. This is a great thing. Now I will get more hours and day shifts rather that the 5-10 shifts I get every day. I still might apply at Perk's on the waterfront, I haven't decided yet.
Not much is new, I watched Night of the Living Dead with my cousin last night. That movie is pretty damn great for being made in 1970, I was quite impressed. I think it was the first complete black and white movie I've ever watched.
Anyways, I really don't know why I updated, I have nothing to talk about. But I have been looking up my chinese astrology, and I'm a tiger. A fire tiger at that. ( The fire tiger )
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| Yay it's FINALLY sunny. |
[01 Jun 2005|04:00pm] |
Since it was sunny yesterday I hit up the library on Spring Garden Road to look for Ayn Rand and Salman Rushdie. That library was confusing at start, but I think I got it figured out. On my way home I saw my friend Ryan at Gatsbys drinking some Moosehead with a man he had just met. They were talking about everything from money, power, corruption, Nine Inch Nails, marriage... it was actually pretty interesting. So I had a few beer with them before work, and went on my way.
I was scared yesterday when my boss said he was looking for another job for me, but he meant that he knows he's not giving me the amount of hours I want so he'd like me to work two jobs. Hey if he wants to help me find a day time job, I'd be all about that. I'm looking at the hotels first, then other bars and restaurants and such.
Today was so sunny. I went for a long walk with Morgan, Dani and Brent. We went to sun tan on the hill a little bit, as well as hump some lobsters and hop onto a cow. I definitely got darker. I love sun.
( Pictures of the day: )
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| I got REALLY bored.. |
[28 May 2005|02:18pm] |
I don't expect people to know half the songs.. so it's just for my own amusement. But if you know one of the songs, you might as well let me know!
Step 1: Get your playlist together, put it on random, and play.
Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 15 songs that play.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from.
Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
1. Wouldn't have to run to you/ Take the milk right from your mouth
2. Bring it on in a different tide, I feel alright, alright/ I feel strong, I feel rigid, it's nothing to do with the vision.
3. You’re perfect, you’ve got nothing to hide/ But I, for one, have seen the sun and the bitch that you’ve locked up inside
4. Midnight ronkers/ City slickers/ Gunmen and maniacs/ All will feature on the freakshow
5. You would share your last jelly bean/ You would somersault in sand with me
6. Hey God, I really don't know what you mean, seems like salvation comes only in our dreams.
7. I didn’t know she had that GI Joe Kung-Fu grip
8. Save me from these evil deeds before I get them done. I know tomorrow brings the consequence
At hand. But I keep livin’ this day like the next will never come.
9. I'm everyone - hang your label on me, I'm everyone - Paint it black and white and easy
10. Hung down with the freaks and the ghouls. No apologies ever need be made, I know you better than you fake it
11. We live in a wheel where everyone steals/ But when we rise it's like strawberry fields
12. I have my freedom but I don’t have much time/ Faith has been broken, tears must be cried/ Let’s do some living after we die
13. To get behind this sun and cast my weight/ All I need is a peace of this mind, then I can celebrate.
14. So get down and meet me on the floor/ Way to go, way to flip off everyone / I steal your thunder then I try to bolt.
15. Blend and balance/ Pain and comfort/ Deep within you/ Till you will not want me any other way.
Well there was actually less trip hop there than I had previous thought would happen with random.
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[27 May 2005|10:33pm] |
So I saw a bumper sticker on a car that said "Trees are the answer"
I found this to be a tad ironic.
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| Stolen from Susan.. |
[17 May 2005|11:56am] |
Your dating personality profile:
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.
Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates. | Your date match profile:
Liberal - You need a person who has liberal opinions and beliefs. You are engaged by political discussions and would find a liberal viewpoint refreshing in a date.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things. | Your Top Ten Traits
1. Liberal
2. Sensual
3. Outgoing
4. Adventurous
5. Intellectual
6. Athletic
7. Practical
8. Big-Hearted
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Religious
| Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Liberal
2. Practical
3. Adventurous
4. Intellectual
5. Big-Hearted
6. Athletic
7. Shy
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Religious
10. Traditional
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Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions
looks good I guess.
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| Can't sleep.. random thoughts to follow. |
[16 May 2005|01:14am] |
The weekend went pretty well. Saturday was the party at Jessie's and I saw a lot of people I haven't seen in a while. It's nice to hang out with people that maybe sometimes in high school you didn't get along with, but now that you're out of highschool all that shit has kind of disappeared. Afterwards I did some barhopping with Wendy and two girls at two completely different bars. Got home really early in the morning, slept in for a very long time, hence the no sleeping now.
Anyways on with the random thoughts.. when you live alone you really have time to think. (Not that that's a bad thing).
I wish some situations in life were or could be like a movie. A movie with an omniscient point of view. With a movie like that the person or audience sees everything that is going on. They see all the important situations, people and feelings. And from that outside point of view it can sometimes be so easy and so obvious for the audience to figure out what the people should do. But in real life it's so much more difficult. We don't get to see all the important situations, or genuinely know someone else's feelings. We have to kind of carefully try to understand the situation on our own, and hope that our own intuition is right.
Also, I've been thinking about religion. I honestly have no idea what to think anymore, so I think I may scrap the whole god idea and start from scratch. I can't just come to terms with that we evovled through science, we're just a series of atoms, then we die and decompose, the end. But I also don't think it's heaven and hell, you're good you go to heaven and if you're bad you go to hell. That to me sounds like an old discipline mechanism. I believe in spirituality, and that there has to be something after death. I also think that humans scare a deep connection to each other that isn't shared by other creatures. There is definitely something special and different about us.
And yeah that's all I got. Time for sleep. Goodnight.
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| My first Friday the 13th in Halifax.. |
[13 May 2005|11:47pm] |
And let's just say that this day has had it's ups and downs.
I took the long bus ride to Dartmouth today to visit Brandon. I'm also not being sarcastic when I say the long bus ride. It took 45 minutes. It's actually quite amazing how slow the buses actually are. But yeah it was a nice little visit. The last time I saw him was last July, I went for a visit before I had lost my license. Today we played some Star Wars game where I could button mash, watched Sin City, he played his guitar and sang for me as usual, and we drank beer at noon. Pictures will follow.
So work.. what is there to say about work. Well everything was going fine until I jammed my finger so hard into the fridge door that it started to bleed. It really hurt. After I did that I got really dizzy and was really unable to fuction very well as I was seeing spots. But my boss is really tempermental so I didn't want him to know anything was wrong. So I made two salads in that weird state of almost going to pass out. I couldn't see where the croutons were and I was having a hard time holding onto the tongs. But I made those two salads and then went to the bathroom to take a breather. Well that turned into me freaking out and mildly hyperventilating when I couldn't get the bathroom door to open. And it's just like a room big enough for the toilet, like very very small. I was freaked out to say the least. So I'm definitely not cool with small spaces. After a little while everything cleared up, the boss left and I was supposed to be there until close, but I got off early.
( Pictures to unbore the entry )
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| the rain has finally stopped. |
[09 May 2005|05:53pm] |
On Saturday I hung out with my cousin Ian and we went to goth night at SubRosa. We got a little gothed out, my cousin wore more make up than I did! We danced, watched a weird hamlet play they put on, and walked home in the rain. I definitely like being back in a place where I can get Keith's and water for the same price.
I really like hanging out with my cousin Ian. We were super close before and now after years of suspicion, he has finally admitted to me that he's gay. Even though I was pretty sure before that he was I'm glad it's all out there I guess. He's almost moved into his new place a block away from me, and I'm really looking forward to that. He'll watch the crappy b-movies I have with me.
Tonight I'm supposed to meet up with Brendan later tonight, and Ian Kean's band is playing at the Palace on Wednesday, I have to call him for the details today.
I've been thinking about random short interactions with people and their effect on your life. Like maybe the butterfly effect is going on, like if you didn't have this small interaction your whole life may be different. I think I've been thinking about this because I'm somewhere where people aren't afraid to talk to strangers on the street. I had a long conversation with a guy waiting for and on the bus, and while going for a run a man in his 70s also running past me gave me a high five and said something like "good job, sweetheart." I also say a girl from camp today on the street. That was pretty cool. Anyways enough with random thoughts.
This is why I love Esthero
( Interview avec Esthero... then goth pictures )
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| Scooters are making a comeback..... |
[06 May 2005|09:28am] |
 | You scored as Existentialist. Existentialism emphasizes human capability. There is no greater power interfering with life and thus it is up to us to make things happen. Sometimes considered a negative and depressing world view, your optimism towards human accomplishment is immense. Man is condemned to be free and must accept the responsibility.
Existentialist | | 88% | Postmodernist | | 69% | Materialist | | 69% | Idealist | | 63% | Cultural Creative | | 63% | Romanticist | | 50% | Modernist | | 44% | Fundamentalist | | 25% | </td>
What is Your World View?
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Weird......
Anywho my first day of work went well. I work with a bunch of guys from Yarmouth/Tusket area. One of the guys went to Shelburne to record with this guy named Cody who I remember. I work again tonight, and my boss tells me he's going to get me to work 5-6 nights a week, and I can waitress when he doesn't need me the kitchen. Woo, go not being poor this year.
My parents are going to be in the city today and I'm hanging out with my dad before work, and seeing them both after work. Maybe I can now finish making my room a place where I want to be.
Saturday my cousin and I are going to a Goth night at the afterhours club. I'm actually very excited, we're both going to dress up. By then he will me moved into a place a block away from me. That will be great, considering how much I'm going to be working.
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| In Halifax |
[05 May 2005|11:39am] |
I have officially moved my stuff into my sublet room in Halifax. My mom is coming back to the city tomorrow to pick up my father from the airport. So I'll see them tomorrow. I start work today, and my boss has fired a lot of cooks in the past little while, because they weren't up to his standards. He also said that they were losers in life, so I think I'll have to work pretty hard.
Being in Shelburne was a lot more fun that I had imagined. I did a lot of exploring in the woods with Jamie and Wendy, and ticks are out now. I kind of forgot they existed. On Tuesday I went to Halifax and back with Jessica and Sebrina. In the morning getting gas at Irving we met up with Erin and she was waiting to take the bus to Halifax to visit Jason, so we gave her a free drive to Halifax, and when Jess and Seb were out doing the passport thing Erin and I just went to the Tim's in the mall and talked for two hours. We couldn't believe we had sat there in the same spot for two hours. It was great catching up with her.
That night I went camping with the guys, the guys being Sohier and Jamie. I had a great time. To get to the camping spot we had to hike 30 minutes and very carefully (and I mean very carefully) cross a river. The water was really up from the heavy rainfall, and Jamie and Sohier made some "bridges" in order to get to the spot. It was great falling asleep to the sound of water beside you. There was only a tiny bit of drinking, Sohier of course had his imported beer, and Jamie and I had to keep him from running away drunk or getting naked, or a combination of the two. He was walking around the whole time in bare feet, I don't know what it is about my friends and walking around bare foot, lol.
Here's the pictures of my few days in Shelburne
( In the 'burne )
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| I agree that abstience is not the best policy |
[10 Mar 2005|02:38pm] |
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as said by my Poli Sci teacher. I'm paraphasing, but it was quite interesting.
SOOO tomorrow my sister comes to visit all the way from Shelburne I have soooo much planned, I just don't have like what days we'er doing everything and such, but I'll take a look tonight. I know a few of you know what I we will be doing Wednesday night, but I haven't told Chantal yet so shhh.. hehe.
I just realized the other day that seeing the Parliament Building is no big deal. This was when I was slighty inebriated riding the bus back from Will's. Usually up to that point I was still like..."ohhh ahhh Parliament Hill" but now it's just like going by a big hotel or something. Of course Chantal and I are going to go see it, and go inside, but whatever :)
I was waiting for a girl in res to cut my hair for like the past week and a half, so instead I got really impatient (you know me!) and went and got it done at the mall. And I have to sway I'm quite happy with it.
I'm done for the day because I'm not going to economics. Yay relaxing evening.
On Friday it's Will's birthday and they are doing e and shrooms, I will not be going, cause I know I said I would corrupt my sister, but even just going over and like watching them do it or something would be MUCH to harsh.. can't have my little innocent sister growing up any faster than she already is.. haha.
I've had enough text only boring messages... so some pics of my new do...the pictures are crappy, but at least they show it.. and some pictures of the vintage wine ads on my closet to show Jessica
( Ticking clock, everyone stop. )
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| Things are looking up. |
[02 Mar 2005|04:50pm] |
I'll make a list of my day, it'll be easier that way.
1. I wrote an Arabic test that I think I did pretty well on. I'm starting to crack down on that class, finally.
2. I got a message from Convergys. I called them back, but they won't hire me because I'm not available to work the day shift.
3. Derek called to see if he could keep his gym stuff in my room on Saturday. We made plans to go to the gym on Friday and then I'm going out to On Tap with them that night. Go sleezy Ottawa club, should be interesting.
4. In History class today he cancelled our class on Friday, which means no classes that day for me, and the paper is only due next Wednesday, this is very very good. It made my day, really.
5. I just got a call from another call center on the East side of Ottawa. I have an interview on Friday, they basically told me on the phone they have a high turnover rate, because of contracts and stuff, which is great! But yay! maybe I'll make money again. Wish me luck.
Umm.. yeah so the day isn't so bad. I've been thinking about e-mailing my C.A. and asking if there's any other rooms in Thompson she can put me in. I really can't stand it here. Last night I went out and yelled at people at 2:30. I went out and said " I have a midterm at 8:30, so you're GOING to SHUT UP! Thanks."
Remember these are the people that completely toilet paper their own floor.
That's it people!
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[17 Oct 2004|01:53pm] |
I found this VERY interesting. Since it is really long I bolded what I thought really applied.
( My handwriting analysis )
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| Staying until Wednesday |
[10 Oct 2004|08:39pm] |
Last night went out and had a good drunken cottage night, filled with dancing, running into the lake, singing along to soundgarden and Oasis and of course sleeping with Jessica *wink*
Anyhoo, my plane leaves at 2 o clock on Wednesday which means I'll be able to take the airport shuttle bus thing that leaves from various hotels. But..... if anyone would like to drive me there from Brunswick towers for $$ that would be cool too :)
Tonight I'm hanging out with Jess and probably watching a movie.
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[28 Sep 2004|09:20pm] |
It's just easier this way. Drop a line if you want to see the entries where I actually talk about my life.
My parents were reading this before, and that just wasn't good at all.
Later <3
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